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Thursday, October 19, 2006
haaayyyyy.......

i guess i will have time posting to this blog again. It's been a long time since i've
been very busy with the school and all the stuff. Right now i'm just completing my requirements to be marked as "graduate".

oh, i'm very surprised. I am offered by our dean to teach on the first semester of 2007-2008. Right now i'm still thinking about it and if i'll be enrolling in a masteral or the cisco review.
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DESIDERATA by Max Ehrmann

Tuesday, October 25, 2005
It's been quite a long time since my high school times. Back then we were required to memorize some literary pieces. I guess this one's worth the read, check it out.


Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.


Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.


Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.


Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.


Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.


You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.


With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
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paranoia

Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Is it just Bad Weather or is it Bad lUck?
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I guess i would accept bad weather for i don't really believe in bad luck that much.
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What happened to me just hours ago is negligence, lack of focus that is; Too many things can
happen in just a short span of time and as i found myself staring blankly at the rain through the
windows of the lrt going to cubao i then found out that i was already 1 station away. I ended up
rerouting back to cubao and losing much time waiting for the rain to lessen a bit. I remembered,
during that time, my mind is bothered by an unsettled conversation.
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Another mishap that i encountered is that i slipped going down the overpass on my way home.
I guess i bounced two or three times with my polo and slacks all wet from the rain. Right now i can
still feel the pain in my palm and legs. Still i figured out i wasn't focusing that much on the steps
for my mind is still roaming around, oh what a bad experience to end my day.
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Right now i'm trying to calm myself down, things are getting too much for me and i just can't control
being subjective over some issues. It's a good thing i have Norah Jones as my background music.
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How am I?

Friday, June 10, 2005
I guess im just FINE
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Freaked-Out
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
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Ahit pogi!

Thursday, June 02, 2005
bwakananginang razor yan! bakit ba kapag nag-aahit ako ay tila napakadaming kababalaghan at kamalasan ang nangyayari.
hmm oo bilog ang buwan kahapon, pero may aftershock ba yun?
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hmm it was very hard for me dito sa bahay when my tita asked me to come this saturday to quezon, i answered na may binabalak akong lakad this saturday kaya di ako makakasama. I never really knew kung bakit kami pupunta ng quezon at walang matitira sa bahay kaya nagulat ako ng duru-duruin ako ng tita ko at sumbatan.
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I then replied na hindi na lang ako lalakad ng sabado at sasama na lang ako sa quezon, pero hindi ko talaga matanggap yung authoritative approach nya kahit alam ko na normal na sa kanya yun being a breadwinner and a manager sa bangko.
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My point is pwede naman sabihin sakin ng maayos na may lakad ang pamilya at kailangan talagang andun ako, ayaw ko ng pinagtataasan ako ng boses at dinuduro. nahawa tuloy ako sa pagiging high blood nya at medyo tumaas din ang boses ko nung kausap ko ang tatay ko...
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i know it's harsh for them at di nila matanggap na i'm fighting for my right, for they never really listened.
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naalala ko tuloyyung sinermon samin nung prof ko sa mechanincs na di ko makalimutan: "if you wan't to earn respect, you must learn to listen!".
i hope in time they will...
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di pa natapos dun yung pagiging kakaiba ng araw na ito. kakaiba dahil may mga bagay akong natuklasan na kagila-gilalas at di mo inaakalang totoo. Merong bagay na nakakatakot merong ayaw mo ng mabalitaan merong masaya, fulfilling at meron ding tungkol sa away. Hmm sabi na nga ba at madami ang nadevelop nitong summer class, nagalit yung bf nung isa kong classmate kasi nalaman nyang may crush yung isa naming classmate.
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buti na lang talaga at balbon ako, kaya mabilis humaba ang aking balbas...
mabilis din sanang maayos ang lahat.
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kaya goodbye good 'ol razor, for you'll soon find yourself in the trash.
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aftershock

Sunday, May 08, 2005
Is This Love
BOB MARLEY
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I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
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Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!
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I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat -
love and treat you right;
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I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
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Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Wo-o-o-oah! Oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
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I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
love and treat ya right.
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I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads!
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! Jah provide the bread.
We'll share the shelter of my single bed
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Figure Studies

Thursday, April 28, 2005
Whose pair of cheeks could this be?
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if you couldn't figrue out, click here
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